Harmony Pride 2010

These past few days have been emotionally draining and brutal on my patience.

Everett has stayed home once and he decided to sleep on the couch. I’m not sure why, but I believe Jasmine may have said something to him about sleeping in the same bed as me. Making him uncomfortable. On top of this Lucky keeps waking me up several times a night because he isn’t there.

This past weekend was Harmony Pride 2010! I spent the whole day at the festivities with Everett, Jasmine, and Aubrey. It was a lot of fun, aside from Jasmine pulling Everett aside multiple times and treating him like he’s her child more than her boyfriend.

Aubrey is bummed because Keirra may be going to prison for a probation violation, which I am actually quite happy about. Keirra thinks she’s all bad as when in reality she’s nothing but an immature little brat that makes bad decisions just to show that she can. One to fifteen years in a women’s prison might be just the thing this bitch needs.

Speaking of Aubrey, she’s been clean for about a week now and we’ve been looking into rehab options for her. I’m not too convinced that she’s serious about getting help though, because she doesn’t want to go without her phone or change her number. Which would be the first thing I would do if I was avoiding people who exploited my weaknesses and made me do things that I didn’t want to do.

Secondly, I found that the guy she had sex with was her friend’s boyfriend. The friend she wants to move in with to keep her clean. I’ve met him and he’s a total sleaze, none-the-less he’s one lucky fucker.

Everett’s Coming Home

So the party at Nicole’s last night was quite a drag. I was honestly the only person who showed up out of all her friends and I got pretty faded off a few beers and discussion with her husband who is in the active military about Don’t Ask Don’t Tell. Then we started taking shots of raspberry vodka. The next thing I know I’m waking up in bed with Nicole and her husband was sleeping on the couch. I haven’t a clue how I got there.

Today I went to Aubrey’s to help celebrate her Birthday with the seasons first barbecue. She was freaking out because she had decided to tell her mother about her recent drug use and she’s coming down from methamphetamine. She wants to move a few counties over to live with her newest interest because she says it’ll help her stay clean if she doesn’t know where to get more drugs. I believe she’s trying to make this getting clean and staying clean process more romantic.

I’m actually excited for tomorrow because Everett has decided to move back in with me… again. This would be the fifth time since he moved out that he has been dead set on moving back in with me, but Jasmine always thwarts his attempts and guilts him into staying. I plan to be over there first thing in the morning to help pack his stuff. My goal is to get Everett’s belongings here before she has the chance to manipulate him.

Wish me luck.

Hypocrisy and Double Standards

I just got back from visiting with Everett. Apparently he told Jasmine that he is bi-curious and she freaked out on him. She said that she could never be with a bisexual man and that it was Mark and I that have had this influence on him. Which I believe is very hypocritical of her because she’s bisexual and has demanded their relationship be open so she can be with other women.

Also, in not so many words Everett has admitted to an attraction to me. I’m not sure to what magnitude because I’m just reading between the lines here after he explained to me the details of his and Jasmine’s conversation where he said we’re intimately close. Honestly, I think we’d be really good for each other, but I’m afraid of saying anything as it may weigh heavily on our relationship.

He did explain to me last week that in the midst of a drunken cuddling session I told him all of my little secrets. He still owes me a sleepover, and that’s when I plan to ask him which secrets I’ve told him.

I’ve got a couple of Birthday parties to go to tonight. One being Aubrey’s, so we’ll see just how sick she really is. The other is my friend Nicole’s, whom I don’t really see all that often anymore since she got married and had a baby. Should make for an interesting night.