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4Aug/100

Everett’s Latest Attempt

Max005 My life has been a rollercoaster these past few weeks. Let’s start off with Aubrey, she’s been insanely jealous because I hang out with Everett, Rogue, Tai, and other friends. I mean, she gets downright nasty that I’m hanging out with them instead of her. I try and be understanding, that she’s probably in the same shoes I’ve been in quite a few times when she and I are fighting and I have nothing to do but sit at home and be bored. Well, the tables have turned. I really would like to hang out with her more, but it’s just so inconvenient.

Hanging out with Aubrey is inconvenient because she doesn’t live just down the street like Tai, and she doesn’t stop in like Everett. In fact, I can never hangout with Aubrey unless I go to her house, and then it’s usually just chasing her back and forth between going outside so she can smoke or watching her watch a movie with someone else.

Everett threatened suicide again because Jasmine told him that she has feelings for somebody else. So of course that’s the route he takes. This time his friend Tai and I intervened and brought him to her house only to have to chase him down the street hours later because he can’t stand to be away from Jasmine for a breaths sake. I did the only thing I could do at that point. I called his mother.

I met with Aubrey that night at a park for a festival, only to have to leave with Tai shortly after because Jasmine was taking Everett to the hospital claiming that she wasn’t going to do it alone anymore. I rolled my eyes because there isn’t one day she’s had to do it alone.

He kicked his mother out of his hospital room. He wouldn’t even let me in it. He moved in with his Grandma, although I’m sure he’s moved in there about as much as he moved in with me. Just a place to store his crap because regardless of Tai and I explaining to Jasmine that she’s not doing any good by Everett, he’s back at her place with any excuse he can come up with.

This is why Tai has cut all ties with him, and he’s not even speaking to me so I suppose we’re done, too. It’s very sad, that our friendship means so little to him. But really, he’s bipolar—not stupid, and he’s making some really dumb decisions.

19Jul/100

Introducing the Rogue Child

Rogue001 In a shocking turn of events Aubrey most certainly is not pregnant, but Keirra is! Now Aubrey is swimming through the same emotional pool as I was when she thought she might be pregnant with her friend’s boyfriend’s baby. I would consider it karmic justice if I didn’t know how much is sucks.

Everett obviously hasn’t been taking his medication. He quit his job and quietly moved out of my condo, he even took Lucky! Unfortunately this just means that he is once again stuck with the incomparable Ms. Jasmine. It’s pathetic, sickening, and pretty stupid; but he chose it. Once again this is all on him. In my heart I hope he finds some level of the happiness he so desperately wants to find with her, but my very logical brain knows that kind of happiness just isn’t there to be found. Period.

I’ve been hanging out with my friend Rogue these past few weeks. I met her through Aubrey about three years ago when Aubrey was trying to date her. Rogue is the friend who once asked me if I would consider marrying her for the benefits of marriage, and I didn’t have to think too hard about it. Since then we’ve became good friends and we’ve discussed having a baby together someday when we both get our shit together. This day cannot come soon enough for me.